張八萬：我自殺那天，父親在拍婚紗照 Zhang Ba Wan: The Day I Commit Suicide, My Father Was Taking Wedding Photos

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張八萬，編劇。她半歲起父母不在身邊，在親戚家輾轉長大，童年時常挨餓；初中時被最好的朋友欺騙，遭受圍毆，路人經過卻無人停下。她剪短頭發、裹上胸、換上中性的裝扮，只爲能平安上學。她曾期待父親送她出國，卻等來父親入獄的消息；她曾陷入絕境，醒來時發現父親已有了新的生活。今年春節，她因長期服藥突然中斷，醒來後失去了壹整年的記憶。她說：“我不知道山川河流是否存在，但我想先相信。如果我找到了，就告訴大家——我們還有辦法，不用去死。”第906位講述者，張八萬，編劇。 Zhang Ba Wan, screenwriter. Her parents were absent from her life starting when she was six months old, and she grew up moving from one relative’s home to another, often going hungry as a child. In middle school, she was betrayed by her best friend, beaten by a mob, and watched as passersby walked by without stopping to help. She cut her hair short, bound her chest, and adopted a gender-neutral style just so she could get to school safely. She had once hoped her father would send her abroad, but instead received news that he had been imprisoned; She once found herself in a desperate situation, only to wake up and discover her father had started a new life. This past Chinese New Year, she suddenly stopped taking her long-term medication and woke up having lost a full year of her memory. She said, “I don’t know if mountains and rivers still exist, but I want to believe they do for now. If I find them, I’ll tell everyone—there’s still a way out; we don’t have to die.” The 906th storyteller, Zhang Baowan, screenwriter. #凉子 #访谈 #女性 #人生 #成长