How Jehovah’s Witnesses Psychologically Tortur*d Me for 30 Years

Cults to Consciousness May 31, 2025
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Bethany Leger was raised in the Jehovah’s Witnesses, only to realize she had been part of a cult for thirty years. The psychological pressure cooker exploded in her 20s with quickly deteriorating mental health. The faux perfectionism drove her into an eating d*sorder as a means to gain any form of control over her life. When she could no longer pretend anymore, questioning authority and pursuing her personal freedom cost her, her devout family. She now has a YouTube channel where she discusses the Jehovah’s Witnesses’ h*rmful policies. Find Bethany on social media: Linktree: https://linktr.ee/bethanyleger website: www.bethanyleger.com YT: https://www.youtube.com/@stoptheshunning IG: https://www.instagram.com/bethanylegerwriter Bethany’s book: Physically In, Mentally Out: Navigating Your Exit From Watchtower https://amzn.to/3Z7aXEp The best way to reach her is via email: bethanylegerwriter[at]gmail.com We want to meet you in real life! Come adventure with us on our 2nd C2C VACATION! Click here to go to the official booking page: https://trovatrip.com/trip/north-america/mexico/mexico-with-shelise-sola-oct-2025 Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! https://www.youtube.com/@CultstoConsciousnessClips Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! https://cults-to-consciousness-shop.fourthwall.com/en-usd Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness https://www.instagram.com/cultstoconsciousness Host Instagram @sheliseann https://www.instagram.com/sheliseann/ Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_ https://www.instagram.com/jonathan.rosales_ TikTok @cults.to.consciousness https://www.tiktok.com/@cults.to.consciousness Twitter @cultstocon https://twitter.com/cultstocon Chapter Marks 00:00:00 Intro 00:04:25 Defining the Jehovah's Witness religion as a cult-like group 00:06:02 What Bethany's family was like growing up 00:11:08 Core beliefs of the Jehovah's Witnesses 00:15:23 Bethany's gut feelings about the church and the obligation to fulfill duties 00:23:20 CW: ED Developing h*rmful behaviors and realizing how being a JW makes Bethany really feel 00:25:21 CW: ED Bethany's experience in high school that led her to evaluate the Jehovah's Witnesses 00:38:45 What Bethany's mom did to keep her in the religion 00:41:16 Bethany's parents' conflicting values and where that confusion ultimately led her 00:46:26 How self policing kept Bethany as a Jehovah's Witness after high school 00:49:30 The tension in Bethany reaches a breaking point CW: su*cid*l ideation 00:51:54 The last time Bethany stepped foot in a Kingdom Hall 00:58:29 The moment that changed Bethany's perspective forever 01:02:02 CW: SA Jehovah's Witness SA cases in Australia 01:03:12 CW: SA The two witness rule and how it allows rampant ab*se to fester for years 01:06:10 Barbara Anderson's story 01:13:59 New changes to how shunning works 01:19:09 How Bethany is doing now 01:22:51 Linda, listen **Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

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