sailing alone from Panama to French Polynesia; did I make a mistake? [ep 162]

Lauren Landers • June 9, 2025
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I'm Lauren Landers, and I live on my sailboat with my first-mate cat, Mako. I've had a lifelong dream of sailing around the world, so I bought a 1993' Beneteau Oceanis 510. My first few years were spent gaining confidence in single-handling and fixing up my 30-year-old boat.. in prep for larger ocean crossings! I appreciate you being here and please subscribe to join in on the adventures to come!

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It's day one of crossing the Pacific Ocean alone! It's hard to figure out when to leave for a 4,000 nm sail when you can only see a 10-day forecast, but I took a leap of faith and am hoping that this weather window will be okay. However, the first night has me doubting if I made the right call. Give a little extra support 💞 The circumnavigation is JUST beginning... all of your help goes towards more gear to make the videos a bit better and the boat safer and more functional for myself as a single hand (and maybe an extra treat for Mako) PATREON COMMUNITY: https://www.patreon.com/laurenlanders Paypal: https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/laurenalanders Venmo: https://account.venmo.com/u/souldelamar Mako Treats: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/laurenalanR Merchandise: https://www.souldelamar.com/shop/ Wish List: https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/WT5UKPG3ITDP/ref=nav_wishlist_lists_3 Things I USE & LOVE (these are affiliate links and helps me out a little bit): LEARN TO SAIL/BUY A BOAT: https://go.bluewatercruising.com/bwc-live-optin-zatara?am_id=lauren8197 SKINCARE: https://clearstem.com/LAURENLANDERS BATTERIES: https://bit.ly/449ep2q SUNSCREEN: https://stream2sea.com?wlr_ref=REF-PV6-IHR SUNGLASSES: https://glnk.io/y31nz/laurenlanders COFFEE: https://puritycoffee.com/?rfsn=7853225.2af24dd code: LAURENL20 COFFEE ALTERNATIVE: www.everydaydose.com/LAURENLANDERS AMAZON: https://www.amazon.com/shop/_laurenlanders WATER FILTER FAUCET: https://www.acuvatech.com/shop/?ref=laurenlanders WATERMAKER!! https://seawaterpro.com?sca_ref=1453027.5f7Jd5tSOL Epidemic music: https://share.epidemicsound.com/f6x0cd Musicbed: https://www.musicbed.com/account/referralsInstagram instagram.com/laurenlanders instagram.com/makoatsea

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