I tortured my baby's killer for hours and I don't regret it | Renata #Penitencia 168 #US #Mexico

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Renata was born in Mexico, but when she was two, her family took her to the United States chasing the American Dream. What she found instead was a nightmare that would follow her for life. The streets became her home, drugs became her escape, and violence became her only way to survive. 00:00:00 - 00:02:08 | Intro: The American Dream 00:02:08 - 00:10:00 | Rape and abandonment at 8 years old 00:10:00 - 00:35:00 | Street life and addiction 00:35:00 - 00:55:00 | Motherhood, drugs, and loss 00:55:00 - 01:08:00 | Revenge: torture and murder 01:08:00 - 01:15:38 | 25 years in prison and reflection Between California and Mexico, Renata lived a life marked by addiction. She became a mother to five daughters while battling her demons. Pain followed her everywhere: one of her babies was murdered at three days old as revenge; another, at eight years old, was kidnapped, tortured, and killed. Motherhood and addiction tangled together in devastating ways—one of her daughters was born addicted because of her drug use during pregnancy. The violence escalated when Renata became a sicaria, getting caught up in turf wars between narco families. Today, Renata is serving a 25-year sentence in a Mexican prison. She's been sober for three years, thinking about the choices that brought her here. She talks about the daughters she can't hold anymore, the forgiveness she doesn't know if she deserves, and how prison, ironically, saved her life. She's 35 years old and will get out when she's 50—if she gets out. This is her story, raw and unfiltered, about violence, addiction, loss, and the consequences of a life shaped by abandonment. A deep conversation about cycles of violence, Mexico's justice system, and how childhood abandonment can trigger a downward spiral that ends behind bars. For exclusive episodes, click here: https://www.patreon.com/Penitencia_mx Want to watch episodes before everyone else? Get 24-hour early access here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6rh4_O86hGLVPdUhwroxtw/join Visit penitencia.com Follow us: https://instagram.com/penitencia_mx https://tiktok.com/@penitencia_mx https://facebook.com/penitencia.mx https://x.com/penitencia_mx Spotify: https://spotify.link/jFvOuTtseDb Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/mx/podcast/penitencia/id1707298050 Amazon: https://music.amazon.com.mx/podcasts/860c4127-6a3b-4e8f-a5fd-b61258de9643/penitencia Saskia's socials: https://www.youtube.com/@saskiandr - subscribe to her channel https://instagram.com/saskianino https://tiktok.com/@saskianino https://x.com/saskianino